King's Business - 1956-05

H O W CHR IST IAN ITY WORKS

Hans J. Stierle

Today I’m a happy man

^ I ■*oday I am perhaps one of the happiest men any one of you has ever seen. And because I want to share this happiness I am writing this account. It is not one o f those “ happy moments” anyone might have because he may have won a brand new Cadillac for giv­ ing some very smart answers on a T V quiz show or because he re­ ceived from his boss a pay raise or his sweetheart gave him a wonder­ fu l necktie for his birthday. It took me almost 52 years to know what I know now. I don’t agree with this saying any more that the first 50 years are the hard­ est because if they are hard it is our own fault. I also disagree with W ilhelm Busch, the German poet, when he said in one o f his poems (or was it a song?), “ In fu en zig Jahren ist alles verb ei.” F ifty years didn’t bring an ending but rather a beginning of contentment and happiness. I know now what makes me happy and I have many friends in all walks o f life who feel the same w ay as I do and who are as happy as I am today and who will be as happy as they are now , al­ ways and forever. I have not become a fanatic in some kind of belief or some kind of religion but I have come to Christ, our Saviour. And I came almost by a miracle. A fter 52 years I had lost everything I had at one time: m y w ife, m y sons, m y daughter, m y automobile, m y garage, m y home, m y garden, m y orange and peach trees, m y grapevines, m y dog, m y relatives, m y friends, m y home furnishings, m y bank ac­ counts, m y credit, m y insurance policies. I lost everything I worked so hard for all m y life, cared so much for all m y life, worried so much about all m y life. I even lost m y health. During all m y life— even through

all this trouble— I believed in God. But I also must say that although I believed in God and although I prayed to H im a thousand times and more, help did not seem to come and many times I had m y doubts. And worst o f all I tried often to read the Bible and almost always I was not able to under­ stand what it said although I tried to understand. I could almost in no case conceive the idea of the many wondrous changes which, ac­ cording to the Bible, took place in many men after Christ spoke to them. But now these things are no mystery to me. I had been blind but now I can see as I never could before. You m ay be wondering what h a p p e n e d to bring about this change. As you may realize I had been a very lonesome man after losing everything. I worked hard every day, but after the day was done I was alone. I had no one to talk to, no one to go to. I lived in a town completely new to me with no friends, relatives or acquaint­ ances. So every evening I walked II blocks to town, bought a news­ paper, walked back, read it and then I went to bed. A fter six months o f this lonely life I decided one Sunday evening to go to town, have a glass of beer at a bar and watch television. On m y w ay to this bar I passed a church and heard people singing inside. I stopped and lis­ tened. Singing had always attract- A b o u t t h e A u t h o r Hans J. Stierle was born in Stuttgart, Germany in 1904. H e came to the U.S. in 1929. He went back to Germany in 1938 and remained there during the war, re­ turning to the U.S. in 1946. Comments Stierle on his conversion and baptism in early January of this year: “ The stream of blessings coming to me is increasing daily at such a rate it is near to impossible for me to keep track of them.”

ed me. As I listened I walked up the steps turning over in m y mind whether I should go into this church and have m y glass qf beer after. The door was open and I saw two or three men sitting in the back row. W h ile I was still wondering if I should go on in, one of the men turned his head and smiled at me. I guess the smile helped because I walked in and joined in the sing­ ing. A fter the service was over the minister spoke to me. He asked me if I enjoyed the service. “ Yes sir, thank you ,” I said. He asked me if I was married. “ Yes sir, I am mar­ ried and I have three children,” I said. “ W ell, come again, sir, and bring your fam ily along,” he said. That was the moment when God must have entered into our short conversation. I said to the minister, “ W ell, sir, I cannot bring them because I have been separated from m y fam ily since more than a year now .” He said he was sorry. I turned around and walked out o f the door w ith tears streaming down m y face. It was dark. I walked home the 11 blocks I had come on ly one hour before and I cried so that I thought m y heart would break. I went to bed. The church I had visited was the Fremont Avenue Brethren Church of South Pasadena, Calif. The follow ing Tuesday Bill Smith of Washington D.C. began a two-week evangelistic service at the church. I attended every evening and on one occasion the sermon and the songs we sang touched m y heart. W hen the i n v i t a t i o n to accept Christ was given I went forward and confessed m y sins and I felt for the first time that I was right with God. It was this personal ex­ perience with Jesus Christ that completely changed m y life and brought such deep-inside happiness.

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