Spiritual Healing Magazine / Winter Edition 2025

INSPIRING STORY

But something inside me was shifting. I then started seeing a kinesiologist, eating differently, moving gently, listening inward... but at night, I’d still cry into my pillow. Why wasn't it happening? Then it did. A positive test!

A rush of joy, tears of disbelief, and a heart wide open with hope. But not for long. I remember the pain beginning in the shower. The way my husband carried me into the hospital, my body too exhausted for words. I lost my baby. I lost my voice. I lost something I didn't even know I had been holding so tightly. And yet... somehow, I kept going. We tried IVF. The injections. The hormones. The waiting. I felt like a fish carrying a thousand eggs. So full, yet so empty. IVF didn't work. And I knew I couldn't go down that route again.

I dreamed of our children. I just didn't know when or how they would find us. Then I started receiving Reiki sessions. And during one of those healing sessions, I felt my baby’s soul. And shortly after my husband and I conceived naturally. It felt like the stars fell into our room that night. My heart knew him instantly. My baby boy Lennox was our miracle. He healed parts of me I didn't know were broken.

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