64 UES

TRAIN OF THOUGHT

By Tania Hershman SoMany People

MANY PEOPLE FORGOT he was a Russian spy. They enjoyed his coffee. They said, “How do you make it so...?” They sipped and grinned at him and he poured and offered around biscuits, which many people found so astonishing they dreamed about them. “Those biscuits,” they mumbled to themselves in the mornings, deciding to ask him for the recipe, wanting to be there always, in his living room, where everything was best. Many people forgot he was a Russian spy. They enjoyed his conversation, he was so funny, and he had read every book they had read and every book they wanted to read but couldn’t get hold of. They said, “How did you find ...?” And he smiled and passed around more coffee, biscuits, promising he would source it for them. When they were alone, sometimes one of them would say, “But isn’t he...?” And another would immediately jump in with an anecdote, or talk about how they’d been experimenting with the biscuit recipe. “I’m nearly there,” they said, “it almost tastes like...” When the Russian spy was found not to be a spy at all, and not even to have been Russian, many people were – although they would not say so – disappointed. That he was not who he never said he had been but who they thought he was and tried to forget but never truly did, this was a letdown. His soirees began to thin, no matter coffee, biscuits. They began to dream of other things, of swings and cross-country chariot-races, of cats that stood on their legs and spoke. They lost their taste for novelty, returned to the foods of their childhoods. “We do love these,” they said to each other, passing around the hot dogs at their outdoor barbecues. Many people wondered, though, while eating burgers, laughing and talking politics, who was that person who passed them a napkin, who was that woman standing in the corner they’d known for twenty years, who was that man at the grill who had always lived next door? * --- “So Many People” was awarded 1st place in the 2018 Flash Fiction Contest of synaesthesiamagazine.com. Tania Hershman is co-author of Writing Short Stories: A Writers’ & Artists’ Companion (Bloomsbury, 2014) and curator of ShortStops (www.shortstops.info). Tania’s third story collection, Some Of Us Glow More Than Others ( Unthank Books) and debut poetry collection, Terms & Conditions (Nine Arches Press) were published in 2017. taniahershman.com

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