HOPE
Currently I am open to the Universe to what joy and opportunity it will bring. . I do think being sober and feeling enough, I have begun to take things into my own hands to drive what happens in my life. It is like I have more courage now if I want something I just go after it whereas before I had lost all my faith in myself, I felt not enough and afraid of rejection from the world. I became that little sad discouraged first grader who just wanted to go home, trapped in a place where I felt invisible and unlike others. Wow!! I didn’t know that about myself until I wrote it down just now. So maybe that is hope disguised as joy. I guess my hope is faith that everything will come to me in its own way and I am ready to catch it. I do ponder what I would like to happen and maybe that is hope . For me, my hope is to continue my place in my family, maybe to be more important to my children and grandchildren and I do work on that. Hmmm, my hope is to always be important to my family….that is always all ― B.K. (McNulty)
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