TNT MAGAZINE | MARCH
I was a mess....
This was the end of my drug dealings. And the beginning of my transition to a surrendered life to the system. And most importantly to God. Isaiah 55:6 Seek the Lord while He may be found, Call upon Him while He is near. Being confined forced me to look at Jemeker minus the money, the big homes, the luxury cars, and priceless wardrobe. Being naked, I was forced to call out to God. I did not know what it was to have a personal relationship with God and this was the missing link in my earlier years of attending church. Isaiah 43:25 “ I , even I, am He who blots out your transgressions for my own sake; and I will not remember your sins. While I was in my jail cell I was crying out to God asking God to forgive me of all my sins. I began to confess all the sins that I could remember. My journey has had many ups and downs, it has not been easy. When you have been delivered it's no shame. Before there was a change it was a lot of pain.
I opened a hair company selling imported Italian hair, to launder my drug money. I had a man in Atlanta, Miami, Detroit, LA. and St Louis. I supplied drugs to them all.
It was all about the money. 1
Timothy 6:10
When an ex- boyfriend from St Louis got busted and was looking at a life sentence...... he gave me up in exchange for his freedom.
Now the FBI was looking for me. I was even on America’s Most Wanted.
I said before I turned myself in, they'd have to kill me, so I went on the run, until I was arrested in front of my 9-year-old son, at his 6th grade graduation............ I had never been to prison and was looking at 25 to life. I felt I had done nothing wrong, because I had nothing on me when I got arrested. Do you know this man, told everything he knew...... I mean everything. They had to kick him to shut him up. I was tried and convicted and sentenced to 15 years.
Because I did keep a journal, I wrote my first book. Queen Pin
Habakkuk 2:2 Then the Lord answered me and said: Write the vision And make it plain on tablets, That he may run who reads it.
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